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Apparently I mean nothing to my friends. They see me as expendable.
They say and act one way to my face, but when I need them the majority of them back out and leave me standing alone.

All I hear is accusation how everything is my fault.
How is it my fault when you laugh at me for being upset?
How is it my fault you find my feelings to be so meaningless that you don't even care that I am upset?
How is it that you are that out of touch you can't tell when I am upset?

What is the point in having friends when you end up feeling so alone? Pikachu Crying Plz 
Tis better to be alone I think. Abandonement 

Alone where no one can hurt you.  :alone: 
To be a pillar braving the elements. You make Foxie Cry Alone..Onion 
I am alone.........that's all I've ever been
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SamanthaWolfox Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
oh dear
ive felt this pain to
i feel like im used for my friends needs..
not DA but ones ik at home
they dont care for my feelings
cause i wound up saying sorry....for how i feel.....

but if u need someone im here deary
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shadowfan92 Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much ^^
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SamanthaWolfox Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
anytime
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fourgirls919 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2014
Dude, don't feel this way :( I understand how this feels. But know that there IS people in this world who do care about you. Yes, I do believe that life can be confusing and cruel, but that is just what life is, and we have to get through this. I'm here for you, and you should realize your true friends. If those 'friends' aren't there to be there for you, well shit... That's bad that they only see you as a number. >:( I find that bullshit though. But I think if they aren't there for you, they don't count you in, they seem to ignore you, well then... Those aren't your real friends. Your real friends would be there for you and make you feel like you aren't alone. :) and I know there are some people out there for you. Don't give up on life because of that dude :3
from what I've seen I really do think you are a cool person ^.^
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shadowfan92 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much ^^

I find that when I am upset it helps to write or draw out my feelings.
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fourgirls919 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2014
That's good ^.^
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Lillie1512 Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Dont for get sweaty you always have you family Frozen - HUG! Tackling hug Natsuki Shinomiya (Super hug) [V1] :lovehug: 
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shadowfan92 Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks Broski :cheer up hug: Really Sad 
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Lillie1512 Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
i'll make sure to pick you up something nice when i go to florida and we can talk asap! i'll see you at home over easter break don't be afraid to txt or all call before hand!! I Love You Emote Glomp emoticon 
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shadowfan92 Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks Dude ;^;

That's why your my fav little Sister
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Katzeye007 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2014
Whoa whoa whoa feeling left out over here... And it was all a Dream 
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shadowfan92 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Just trying to let out the feels ;^;
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Katzeye007 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2014
I love you Heart Love 
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shadowfan92 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I :love:  you too :)
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Stein2fan204 Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You should listen to this www.youtube.com/watch?v=nbnY4c… it really helped me when I was going though depression being bullies and have suicide thought.
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shadowfan92 Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Daaaw, this is beautiful.  Thank you *smiles*
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Stein2fan204 Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your welcome :) I just thought it might help.
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thelittlekatze Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Don't get so bummed out over some person's words. :( I know how you feel. I was alone, knew nothing about the meaning of a friend. It wasn't until freshman year when I finally found a friend. No one had the same interests as me in my last school. And that lasted for 8 years.
I'm actually very glad I never made friends in my last school. (Those kids were snot - nosed, dating hungry, brats anyway) I'm thankful I even have friends now.

Don't feel alone. There's always another chance for you to find a friend.( Or heck, you might be able reason with your friends on how you really feel) So, smile :)
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shadowfan92 Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you. 

I don't know if reason will work anymore :(  
I'm just.........lost.
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Stein2fan204 Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I care about you! *hugs you* I can be your friend, your nice.
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shadowfan92 Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you. 

But I'm not really up for finding new friends right now.  I need to do some thinking first .7.
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Stein2fan204 Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Okay, however if you do need any help, someone to talk too or anything you can come take to me. :)
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shadowfan92 Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you Stein ^^
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Stein2fan204 Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your welcome ^^
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GeekyGirlHeather Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
WHAT is the meaning of this :( your friends do care about i care if you need someone to talk too i am here please don't think like this okay 
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shadowfan92 Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Just needed to write down some feelings :(
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GeekyGirlHeather Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
awww i am sorry hun Frozen - HUG! :hugs: 5 seconds hug :bighug: REVAMP Komari hugs Rin [V5] 
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shadowfan92 Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you
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GeekyGirlHeather Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
anytime my friend :3
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