Apparently I mean nothing to my friends. They see me as expendable.
They say and act one way to my face, but when I need them the majority of them back out and leave me standing alone.
All I hear is accusation how everything is my fault.
How is it my fault when you laugh at me for being upset?
How is it my fault you find my feelings to be so meaningless that you don't even care that I am upset?
How is it that you are that out of touch you can't tell when I am upset?
What is the point in having friends when you end up feeling so alone?
Tis better to be alone I think.
Alone where no one can hurt you.
To be a pillar braving the elements.